behind the mask....

behind the mask....
“The most important kind of freedom is to be what you really are. You trade in your reality for a role. ...You give up your ability to feel, and in exchange, put on a mask.” - The Lizard King

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

undone stitches


An excruciating white winter morning

The had been wood in the fireplace

Sweeps a nostalgic aroma across the room

The china glass lies on top of another

Whisky stains on the percian rug

Paint a myriad picture

of a gone by stormy night

Its funny how the wrinkle

Impartially partitions the forehead

The forehead I used to kiss everyday

Before going off to work for the grey suits

You were so naïve then

Loved me without a grey shadow in your heart

Your eyes, how I remember them

Shining with puerile innocence

Asking a thousand myriad questions

Each time they saw me leaving for work

It was a cold evening when it happened

I was coming home, driving

The image blurred by too fast

But the blood stains on the tarmac

Tugged hard the corner of my eye

The severed limb seemed unusually small

It was covered with shards of glass

The sudden numbness I felt

Or maybe it was the overpowering urge

To see your soothing face, I drove on

The blood, the twisted metal behind me.

Frantic calling of your name

Brought me back only empty silence

Your room looked bare without you

The yellow on the wall looked pale

I should have stopped my car

But how could I have known

Forgive me, my son

How could I have known

Now I met you last night

After what have been

Many a countless full moons

You looked radiant as ever

Angels have been taking care of you

You talked your heart out

Last night, in your baby words

Before you flew away

To the bright full moon

Leaving me an old and lonely man

Forgive me my son

But how could I have known